Being an only child i suppose i get quite lonely sometimes even though i denie it to everyone who asks me when i tell them i don't have any brother's or sisters. I always wonder how things would be different and sometimes i wonder why their not i mean my mum has two other brothers and a sister and my dad has a brother so why wouldn't my parents have wanted more kids. I often think about how if i have a kid that i wud av 2 av at least 2 cuz they wudn't have any aunties or uncles on my side or cusins and i'm neva gonna be an aunty or have neices or nefews. It's pretty selfish but what can i say i'm an only cild ironic isn't it. People say that only children get spoilt by their parents and get all the attention, not me my mum is never hear my dad pays more attention 2 da dog dan me and i spent my whole life growing up with sum1 i wasn't even related 2. I'm never going to be able to understand the concept of sharing my parents and having a sibling but its just something i've learnt and also still learning how 2 live with unless my mum gets pregnant real soon but i don't know how i'd feel if that happened. i don't know whether it's just me but sometimes i get this feeling sort of from my stomach where i just feel so alone and uncomfortable and like i don't belong their, thats probably a very big thing thats scares me and i have absolutely no control over it. So back 2 my point of being an only child, whenevr people talk about their brothers and sisters i just want to tell them to shutup cuz i think their rubbing my nose in it but now i'm starting 2 acept my self and what i've got and not be upset about what other people have and i don't i mean if everyone woz the same the world wud be boring right.i may well be an only child and i may well get lonely sumtimes but u will neva hear me admit that again on the briteside i get second pik of da bedrooms afta my parents wen we buy new house rite. So my msg 4 evry1 wiv a sibling out their don't take it 4 granted luv ur siblings sum of us don't hav them. And my message for only kids out their is let people think we're spoilt brats and let people think we're selfish because well most of the time we are but just remember ur not lonely in feeling lonely sumtimes, and don't b so unhappy wiv hu u r neva waste ur time on sumfing dat is out of ur control, wots dun is dun and wots gonna change will happen and it's up 2 u how u go about the future, but don't waste it. xxxxxxxxxxxxxx